A Work of Art

“No matter what, I got your back!”

Love that song.

I dont even….. I cant even…… son of a bitch, time to put pen to paper and not stop until the sunrise.

Not trying to get attention, I just need some sort of outlet to vent.

Shit happens, but if you face forward you are always closer to what is in front of you than behind you. Everything happens for a reason.

kellayrene:

novakian:

• you’re allowed to contradict yourself
• you’re allowed to seek attention or approval
• you’re allowed to complain about something that’s bothering you
• you’re allowed to express negative opinions
• you’re allowed to be an ass sometimes
• you’re allowed to talk about yourself
• you’re allowed to fuck up

gotta remember this

especially that last one

Words to live by.

This whole “Team Kaepernick VS Team Smith” thing gives me a headache. Before I get into this any further I am a Kaepernick guy, I have been since I watched him play at Nevada. I am also a 49ers fan though, and I want what’s best for the team.

I may be Team Kaep, but I want to end this stupid debate and create one team that people have seem to have forgotten about, Team 49ers.

So many people are pinning the loss on Sunday to Kaep, when it was a team loss. He had two bad games and they are calling for his head. They forget about the horrible 5 years Smith had, and the horrible games he had against the Giants and the Vikings. It seems that the bulk of the Smith fans are bandwagon fans that hopped on last year. Will we win the Super Bowl this year with Kaep? Maybe. Will this experience in the playoffs help in the long term? Yes.

I won’t stand here and ignore the fact that Kaep has his faults. He needs to get better with his clock management skills, fumbling the snaps against the Patriots when he is under center, and him trying to find his touch and not throw a fastball on every play. Yes Smith probably would have handled managing the game against Seattle better because he has the experience. I also won’t sit here and say Smith wouldn’t have done this or would have done that because I don’t know

 I read so many people blaming Kaep and comparing him to Wilson, Luck and RGIII’s current stats, but if you look at the stats from their first 6 games, they are about right where Kaep is or a little worse.*

Those rookie QB’s have had all season to get experience and learn how to play in the NFL, Kaep is just starting to get REAL playing time (I am not counting Harbaugh’s failed attempt to run a 2 QB system for the three weeks against the Jets, the Bills and the Giants, or the three quarters against the Rams when Smith went out.)

I will put some blame on Harbaugh for the timing of the switch at QB, it wasn’t the smartest move to do it this late in the season when you are trying to make it to the playoffs and the Super Bowl, but at the same time this was bound to happen eventually. Reading all these people hating Harbaugh, who in his first season led the team to a 13-3 record and if wasn’t for a bad third down conversion rate and some muffed punts would have led the team to a Super Bowl. Harbaugh is the perfect coach for Kaep and this team. Don’t go baling on him because of a move that maybe won’t pay off this year, but will pay off in the years to come.

Looking at the injuries our team has had late in the season with Manningham, Hunter, Williams, Smith, and however long Davis’s concussion keeps him out, I am not as optimistic about our SB chances, but that’s okay. In a season and a half we have gone from one of the worst teams in the NFL to one of the best. Have faith in Harbaugh and the coaching staff that sees the team in practice every day, while we just see them for three hours on Sunday. Please also take in account that this team is built for Smith, and the 49ers have 16 draft picks this year, which should make for some interesting picks. Yes I am biased because I am a Kaep guy, but I am also 49ers fan and I want whats best for the team.

Widen your focus from this season and look at the future, it looks nice and bright.

*Wilson’s first six starts:  8/6 TD/INT Ratio, 62.5% Completion percentage, 0 Rushing touchdowns. (http://espn.go.com/nfl/player/gamelog/_/id/14881/russell-wilson)

Luck’s first six starts: 7/7 TD/INT Ratio, 53.6% Completion Percentage, 3 Rushing touchdowns. (http://espn.go.com/nfl/player/gamelog/_/id/14874/andrew-luck)

RGIII’s first six starts: 5/2 TD/INT Ratio, 70.1% Completion percentage, 6 Rushing touchdowns. (http://espn.go.com/nfl/player/gamelog/_/id/14875/robert-griffin-iii)

Kaepernick’s first six starts: 8/3 TD/INT Ratio, 63.4 Completion percentage, 2 Rushing touchdowns. (http://espn.go.com/nfl/player/gamelog/_/id/14001/colin-kaepernick)

Twist and turn.

Turn the pillow over.

Grab another pillow.

Get rid of pillow.

Turn on your side,

On your stomach,

On your back.

Too hot,

Throw Blankets off.

Too Cold,

Put blankets on.

Put on quiet music.

Turn off music.

Twist and turn.

Twist and turn.

Stare at the ceiling.

Look at clock.

Swear out loud.

Tell your brain to shut the hell up.

Turn over.

Close eyes.

Open eyes.

Put pen to paper.

Dont stop.

Sleep.